Sunday, January 30, 2011

Brow chakra

Yesterday while driving to eat, my head started feeling floaty or baloony. Then I felt pressure between my eyes like someone has there finger almost touching your forehead but isn't. Also noticed colors seemed really vibrant such as stop lights and what not. I was told this is e brow chakra when I asked. I have felt this before during meditation but never fully awake while driving, that was just weird. After arriving at the restaurant and getting out of the car it went away.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Further advancement into hemi

Last night went to sleep listening to the Brainwave entrainment lucid dream tracks set the last track to loop. Around four hours past and it seemed like I nerve slept? I turned it off and went to sleep.

Woke up early today and made a lot of progress with the Hemi sync ! I went through track 5 but wasn't asleep on the part where you were supposed to be asleep. So I advanced to track 6 and did the free flow. Then I went to wave two track one and did the intro to focus twelve. I still felt like doing more so I went to wave three and did the track one, lift off.

Other than completion nothing really notable to write about.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Interesting dream and focus 10 session

Completed another round of wave 1 track 2 of Hemi sync last night nothing really. Listened to brainwave entrainment delta wave tracks for around 20 minutes. Fell asleep listening to the brainwave entrainment lucid dream tracks.

Not sure if this was lucid or not. Not the standard dream, this felt like I was watching a scene from a movie but actualy being in the scene as an invisible observer as it happens. This was and ancient room inside something old. Very dark but what stocks out the most was a wall a stone wall. There was two men working on the wall attaching shelf like objects for illumination purposes. I do not know if these were ancient people in an ancient room or modern people in a ancient room. I also do not recall if the lighting being installed was modern or ancient as in torch vs. Lightbulbs. The guy on the left side of the wall was trying to hang the light ledge about 7 feet up but having problems with the wall crumbling and the second guy was up higher on the right climbing and his foot went through a stone decorative panel. The second guy came down to see what his foot went through. I watched as he knocked away the rest of the crumbled decoration to reveal something behind the wall in a little alcove. He picked it up and held it to examine it. It was like a small pyramid made up of small blocks that rotated. Each side of the blocks had letters and some had symbols. You could move the blocks in the pyramid thing to make different combinations of letters and symbols. When I seen what it was I said to my self, "oh my, they just discovered _______!" the blank is what they discovered, I do not remember what it was now but in my dream I knew exactly what it was and was surprised they discovered it.

Early waking I layed back down and listened to Hemi sync wave one track 3

Never clicked out but see the word nredom one letter was off but realized it was spelling modern ? Also remember strange symbols nothing recognizable and they were floating.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Starting the Hemi-Sync series + Boxed Nirvana

Ok last night made it through Wave 1 - Track 3,4,5 and 6 and then proceeded to Wave 2 - Track 1 which I made through a portion of and ended up falling asleep. Nothing really happened per se during the Hemi-Sync work last night.

Dream wise the only thing I remember is being in a building and going into a bathroom with some members of my family and noticing that the floors of the bathroom had big planks missing all over the place. The missing planks revealed the lower level which did not seem to fit with the locale but never the less you could see the next level. I remember walking over the missing planks warning my family members to be careful as they moved around. Then I was peeing in the urinal and I remember a "worker" for wherever we were was up high on a ledge over the urinal doing holding something in his hand and looking at us?

Today when I woke up I let the dog out and came back to bed and turned on the Boxed Nirvana track and proceeded to listen. Again nothing profound with that either. No auditory or visual feedback. I do however think I felt my heart chakra activate somewhere around the 55 minute mark. I felt like my heart was beating really hard and then calmed down but could still "feel" my heartbeat in my chest where as before I could not. This lasted about three to five minutes maybe. I ended up ending the recording and getting up shortly after this.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Starting the Hemi-Sync series + Boxed Nirvana

Last night I was very restless again while trying to concentrate. However I was able to make it through Phase 1 - Track 2 and Track 3 completely. Nothing unusual happened there was some images all abstract.

Last night I downloaded another program that I found a link to on a forum.  It is called "Boxed Nirvana" and is a auditory signal inducement type file. It claims to help balance the chakras and induce OOBE. This morning when I awoke I let the dog out and went back to the bed. I put on my headphones and tried this new Boxed Nirvana track. It is about and hour long and I listened to it almost all the way through. I turned it off about 10 minutes early I believe. While listening to it I felt very relaxed and did have interesting visual experiences. White formless blobs appeared and disappeared promptly.

After turning off the recording I decided to just lye on my side and relax and see if I could achieve anything. After a bit I started seeing several things in my mind. I remember someone opening a big window and I felt like I was to go through it but did not. I remember seeing several smaller movie screens or maybe large canvases that did not have anything on them that I could recall. There where a few more scenes that occurred but I cannot recall them right now. A little bit later the last I remember was viewing a bowl or cup that was up higher and I remember it started falling and suddenly my body jerked violently and then I just sat up in my bed after that. I never fell asleep during these events I was completely aware.

Starting the Hemi-Sync series

Started the wave 1 series last night of "the gateway experience". Went through the track one and two completely. On the part of the meditation where your body was asleep and your mind was awake, well my body was still way awake. Legs were really restless and was hard to concentrate because I couldn't keep my legs still to concentrate. Took a ambien and hit track three again still had the restless legs and eventually fell asleep sometime during track three.

Had a lot of dreams but cannot recall any.

The next day (today) I had a really good energy feeling all day.

Going to go into wave one again tonight starting with track two. Will see how far I get without falling asleep tonight.